That is like 1/3 of your 404k. Switch to a healthy (but still reasonable) diet. Buy one of those tap filters. Screen for chronic diseases. If you have enough left over, do buy a house somewhere with cheap life expenses, and start stretching the money out as you work to reach Coastal F.I.R.E. Once you reach the coastal F.I.R.E point, which can be anything from 100k to 600k, you switch to a part-time job, or low-expense lifestyle.

Everything else you will figure out with unlimited time.

I see this every day. There’s nothing to be done. I bow my head, and move.

So long as there is something to be straightened…

Yep. Now I have to do whatever it takes to succeed…no cost too great.

I’m pretty much unwanted and banned all over, because of the many times I did not keep it together.

While many live casualy, we must always be on guard, in an eternal war of many casualties.

Well, tomorrow my bank account will be down to about 10$ due to the credit payment, and because I just went to another city to get diagnosed and prescribed meds. Then I will have to spend it and go into the negative soon, on top of the credit I’m paying off. My pay also just does not accumulate, it is too low to accumulate by a significant amount. I might pay off the debt in 5.5 years.

I think I got 80 years for how long I’d take me to retire with how much I was saving before.

Heck no for several reasons. First of all, I straight up knew something was wrong with me since I was 7, I just didn’t know what. Had nightmares about it.

I was selfishly oblivious, never had many friends, and was inconsiderate to others. I mostly spent my time playing videogames. When my parents were struggling, I fussed about small things, took up the toilet all the time, I didn’t study much at all.

Because of my fear of people, I didn’t believe I could ever get a job, so I almost never tried to get a simple cashier job, and lived off my parents. I would go between trying to learn programing, absurd projects, and just going back to videogames.

I hurt many people, many insults, unjust accusations, made many enemies. I could never stick to rules or promises, I was always a coward, and never able to stick with anything.

Just some of the best people I meet, not wanting to be around me, how little I contribute to communities, and friends, is proof enough that I am a fundamentaly bad person.

I doubt that can ever change, so my goal is just to prevent others from being the same, if at all possible.

I understand that I don’t deserve the things that normal people do, and I don’t expect them anymore.

Me scrolling Lemmy again, after my doctor explicitly forbid scrolling.

We are going extinct, there will be no worse.

Phew, guess we are not getting enslaved by AI after all.

There are limits.

Yeah, that is a bit much. You need at least some spine, as nice as it would be to imagine fixing such a person.

You just have to pray to the RNG, and hope your 100% honest, original, hard work, is not flagged by some stupid ass AI.

This is how much damage AI has done.

Yeah, I stopped trying, I know it won’t earn me more money. I just do a decent job, no slacking, no rushing. I don’t run around anymore, got yelled for it anyway.

Oof…how out of touch.

Better luck next time.

Well, I just got diagnosed with ADHD and instantly got Concerta. So I guess I’m one of you after all?

Oh and I burned out at around 28 I guess. Stopped keeping up with my riggid, cruel job.

So my real self is just less efficient, pisses people off constantly, and is utterly alien to everything I built to do.

You mean the nuclear-powered flamethrowers?

“Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong”

Made quite a few enemies and traumas by being paranoid af.

Sure, they can be forgiven, by God, after they suffered a horrible death themselves.

We don’t even have to execute them, just denny them any services or any companionship from society. Anything not a basic need, and they will wish they died.

Fairly sure some people did go to Heaven.

It was nothing but empty, no gods, only suns everywhere.

Disappointing.