I’d end myself in a heartbeat if I found myself doing anything customer facing again.
All the best to you, my dude.
I’m afraid
Names tied to memories are much like nostalgia to food. One day you’ll have the school pizza again and you’ll realize you’ve learned to make one better at home.
Cook and share it enough and you’ll find the people you share your table with matter much more because they chose to sit there.
I just wanted someone to be with for a bit to feel less lonely. Idk what a slice is anymore I guess.
1k job applications since June I’m ready for the inevitable end
Yeah quite a bit: gaming and going to bars and shows. I felt like I got pretty close to the people I worked with, not unprofessionally or party animal but just an ear and a shoulder.
That’s fair the survivor’s guilt is probably real. I think I’ve been really stuck in my own head about my feelings and situation I’ve been struggling with that understanding.
I think I need to think about this. Thank you for your perspective.
Honestly though hallucinogens really need to be more mainstream. Acid completely changed my outlook on life and give me a perspective of life and myself I would never have gotten through therapy or any other depression suppressants.
It’s also cheap as balls if you find a good plug. 10 bucks for an all day ticket is wild you just have to be with someone you trust with your life who won’t fuck with you.