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  • gaystyleJoker [she/her]@hexbear.netMEnglish
    5·
    2 months ago

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  • XiaCobolt [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    19·
    2 months ago

    Being trans then becoming a communist (the more common route) makes a lot of sense. Transition opens your eyes to oppression but also intersectionality and solidarity.

    But being a communist and then becoming trans (what I imagine quite a few here are) is hilarious. It’s like I feel something is fundamentally wrong. Oh turns out society is built on the violence required to enforce capital accumulation and imperialism, was that it? No that’s bad but I feel there’s something else…

  • Tomato Queen@lemmygrad.ml
    18·
    2 months ago
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    Transwoman, still in closet irl

    A few days ago one of my professors called me “Miss” even though I had full hair on my face, felt nice for a minute.

  • Sodium_nitride@lemmygrad.ml
    18·
    2 months ago

    I did something many here might not approve of. I decided to climb back into the closet. I lied to my mom and said I’m cancelling transitioning (I’m 100% continuing)

    She told me she couldn’t be happier and started praising God

    Now I’m 100% certain to cut my parents out of my life. All I need is time. 2 years to finish my education and get a good job. I’m going to spend these 2 years avoiding and lying to my parents, then bam! I’ll disappear like a magic trick.

  • XiaCobolt [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    18·
    2 months ago

    I’ve said this before but I love meeting really old lesbians (like in their 70s or 80s) because they’re so politely baffled by a trans lesbians. It’s like “Oh so you’re one of those transexual women? And a lesbian? They can do that these days? How delightful.”

  • TerminalEncounter [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    18·
    2 months ago
    bottom surgery first month done~

    Finally, dilating only 3x a day. It takes so much time from set up, to dilate, to wash, to dry - and doing it 4 times a day ends up with me spending most of the day dilating or finishing up dilating. In terms of healing, everything looks good! No fibrin, no hypergranulation, not even any discharge. According to the surgeons post op care timeline, this is when Im supposed to be “exploring my clit and labia” - sorry, gotta flick my bean, surgeons orders lol. It does help sensation come back. Things arent as numb anymore, which is great, a few times while Ive been out Ive had this like weird shocks sensation? Totally normal, it just means nerves are coming back online. People keep saying its “reconnecting” which anatomically doesnt make a lot of sense to me and I think its more just compression from swelling is starting to come down.

    sex

    Had a great long Valentines!

    I get wet, apparently easily lol. First time it happened I thought I was bleeding. Nope! Just wet after tying a girl up and her grinding while we made out. Im not supposed to be using my vagina for sex… so I didnt! Pure topping with toys and hands and oral 😇

    I suspect they also don’t want people bottoming anally while recovering, which is fine by me.

    Being horny that often did, I think, also help bring some sensation back.

    :::

  • OffSeasonPrincess [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    16·
    2 months ago

    Feel like ive gotten noticeably more extroverted since my egg cracked

    I have not gotten any less autistic, shy, anxiety prone, socially awkward or socially maladjusted, however, so hard to actually be even half as outgoing as id wanna be

  • Sodium_nitride@lemmygrad.ml
    16·
    2 months ago
    spoiler

    I feel relieved now.

    I’ll just cut my ties with family after paying off my student debt.

    Still a few years away from that.

    But glad to know that the hatred I held in my heart for my parents since I was 14 wasn’t just an edgy phase, it was fully justified. (Well ok dad is still remaining).

    I shouldn’t be crying. I should focus my time on enjoying being alone. Many benefits to it.