• durinn@programming.dev
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    15 days ago

    My doc said it’s okay to start trying to decrease my dosage (antidep) since I had returned to work full time. A month later, the depression came back so hard, I could hear it. It’s better now that we readjusted/increased the dosage. He told me, some people need to be on SSRI their whole loves. Ugh… That was hard to hear. While I actively work against the demonization of medication, it still felt like a blow below the belt. My therapist wants me to think of medication as crutches.

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      15 days ago

      If you look at this like the physical imbalance of chemicals it is, it’s a bit easier to accepr/understand.

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        15 days ago

        Thanks. I’ve heard other depressed people say the same. It does make it somewhat easier, while at the same time making me think, “I’m a broken specimen who in a nature/wild setting would’ve died before turning 15 years”.