Hi everybody!

I’d originally planned on having a big effort post, but I’ve had some Bad BrainTM the last couple weeks so that’ll just have to wait until next time.

In the meantime, it’s my 2 year HRT Anniversary! These past couple years have also been the first time I’ve really been in community with other trans folx; I’ve had so many breakthroughs and discoveries of myself that I don’t think would have been possible without that and I can’t be thankful enough.

I hope everybody has a lovely week!

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  • BountifulEggnog [it/its, she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
    5·
    9 days ago
    listing things I hate (dysphoria and transphobia ofc) (non exhaustive)
    1. my voice
    2. like 95% of people
    3. countries were we do not enjoy all the rights cis people do
    4. the UK
    5. republicans
    6. democrats
    7. nonsense beliefs
    8. dogs (too overstimulating)
    9. people who drive too slow
    10. people who drive too fast
    11. having to drive everywhere
    12. people who remind me of the things I hate about myself
    13. myself
    14. not being able to observe after I die (I just wanna know what happens)
    15. people with dogshit epistemology
    16. like 95% of people
    17. overly long lists
    18. being a negative person
    19. how shit we are treated by society
    20. feeling constant hate
    21. being sober all the time
    22. being depressed
    23. people with worse politics then me
    24. people with better politics then me (makes me feel bad)
    25. being single
    26. needing money to get healthcare
    27. needing to work so dang much
    28. struggling to read (see #22, also just super frustrating when I want to learn so much)
    29. how much fucking work every single thing is and how much of it I have to do. Its exhausting.
    30. life
    • BountifulEggnog [it/its, she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
      4·
      9 days ago
      spoiler
      1. the complete lack of care and understanding 95% of people have about climate change
      2. Facial hair/removal (fucking hate the shit, hoping laser can get me to a point I’m okay with…)
      3. Needing srs
      4. The social issues that come with autism
      5. Needing to stim
      6. How bad my hair looks, it’s embarrassing